Shimmering, shining
Up in the window sill,
Screaming, and crying,
Porcelain imbecile,
Thoughts of insecurity,
I'll never understand,
She's definitive purity,
And I'm holding her hand,

16 years subconsciously hating,
Cheap diagnostics and self medicating,
Now we grow together like the vines,
Around my faded existance Intertwined
I've felt nothing,
Now I feel everything,

Silenced, tonguetied,
Stunned and mystified,
Weathered and jaded,
Yet my hate has not faded,
Don't look my way again,
You had your chance and wasted,
So look at the camera my dear,
As I make you smile at the lense,
From ear to ear.

16 years subconsciously hating,
Cheap diagnostics and self medicating,
Now we grow together like the vines,
Around my faded existance Intertwined,

I'm done needing,
Internally bleeding,
She's not seeing,
That I'm done seething,
Painlessly damaging,
And gleefully hemorrhaging,
My mind's about filled,
With holes, I can't be killed.

She's keeping me alive.

16 years subconsciously hating,
Cheap diagnostics and self medicating,
Now we grow together like the vines,
Around my faded existance Intertwined
Deprivation,
Revelation,

She's my angel, I'm learning to fly,
She's my angel, We aren't gonna die.