I wish the days would go by
I wish that I could just die
You don't know what it's like for me

Chorus:
Cause I don't know, I don't wanna find out
Where my destination is
Cause I don't know, I don't wanna find my
My bittersweet paradise

I can see my future now
It seems that I'm going down
And I can't take it anymore
Cause I do everything wrong
But maybe that's just a song
I feel I'm closer to the edge

(Chorus x2)

I'll grind my teeth on sand paper
I'll watch the hole get bigger
I solve all my problems with needles
The tears I cry, they seem darker
That's not me in the mirror
She falls like a rose's petal

(Chorus x2)