I thought
I could just let this go
But now
I know I just can't do that

I said I opened the door
But you
Walked in and stepped out cause
You were scared you'd never come back

And now
All I keep thinking of:
Did I
Remember to lock it
I want
To go back to check it
I think
I trust you'll stay away

I want to check it to feel safe
Don't think
Think that I don't trust you
I do
My heart hurst so much now
I am
I am so depressed all
I can
Do is cry and hope I
Can make myself feel better but
I can't
This is eating me up

I swear
I'm going to die soon
My throat
Hurts, constricting, try not
To cry
So the sadness is stuck
Stuck in the middle of my throat

Chorus:
I just want to drink myself to death
I just want to make myself feel numb
Slice my wrists
Pierce my arms
Swallow pain
Maybe I'd feel better
After all this!
(Repeat)

I thought
I could just let this go
And now
I know I can do that