What Does It Mean?

Spent a couple weeks there
Reading Alan Watts
Dropped into the deep end, nearly drowned
But I read it till I got it
Then I lost it all again
The simple fact is all I have is now

What does it mean
Reached the end to all my searching
I am here
If you’d like to get a word in

I sort of think about it
All the books are in my room
The questions that I had, well now they’re gone
I really can’t explain it
The crisis, what it was
You get it, then you give up, then move on

September 16, 2011