Flies Nest

This is my mind, forever locked up
Never give anyone the key to open it up
Dark thoughts screamin threw my brain
When demons wanna come out I unleash the pain
I never try to remember what hurts (What Hurts)
Father leaving me three years after birth
Make a decision on how to forget
Climb the highest mountain and jump off the summit
Now what I got locked if its only slowing me down
Im not the only one with these thoughts now
Millions of people keep it locked
Sound of gun fire and the bodies shot up
Make me cry, make me scream, lost dreams (Lost Dreams)
Lay me down go to sleep, wake me up a new day dreams are a reality

Chorus
Never knew how much I love
How much I love hating you
For all the shit
You put me through

I despise all the lies
Told to me but Ill do
The best to block out the rest
My heads like a fucked up flies nest

Never knew how much I hate
How much I hate loving you
Everything you told me wasnt true
Everyone around me dies

I despise all the lies
Told to me but Ill do
The best to block out the rest
My heads like a fucked up flies nest

This is my mind forever locked
I dont have any keys to open it up
Cause its already open the seals been broken
My feet are on the ground and my secrets are floating
Me heads on my shoulders but my mine is exploding
Little things broken that I can never fix
Like my dad going to jail when I was only six

Feelings of rage built inside
I hate my past
I hate my whole life
I hate my life

(chorus repeats)