I'll try to explain my thoughts of what I'm thinking
And put an end to all this senseless dreaming
.....Why do I put myself in a fairyland
to dream about the things I want so bad

Somehow, or Somewhere
to you I don't exist, but so bad I want to be there
I've waited all this time and I can not find anything else that can compare
right now it's all about somehow or ......somewhere

Is my reality that bad, that I have to drive myself crazy
for the things that I'll never have
It's probably all for nothing
but there's got to be something that draws you to me
it's all on the inside that leads me to believe

I know you're out there
and i hope you're still waiting for me
i know i took the long way
but it's all i can see
It mine as well be forgotten
but everyone has their own needs
the only time i ever felt accepted is when i fell asleep.....