Within The Eye Of The Beholder - "DEPRESS'D" |
I laugh to my fucking self when you say that i got issues its all you fucking fault i say as i reach out for the tissues they catch my tears once more as i let the pain slip away but no amount of cryings gonna change the way i feel today dark clouds in my sky no sun brightens my life pain,hurt,dissapointment struggle and strife nothing comes easy to me nothing handed on a plate im so unreliable at my funeral id turn up late and watch as they hang their heads down in somber and sadness DID YOU EVER FUCKING HELP ME OR CLENSE ME OF THIS MADNESS no you laughed and joked cause i was different to yourself WELL THANK THE FUCKING LORD FOR YOUR STABLE MENTAL HEALTH your having a down day theyd say you woke up the wrong side of the bed pop some fucking happy pills that will clear you head but they dont work as i reach for another drink it clears my concious and no more i will think D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME R IS FOR RHYME MY WORDS AND THEIR MINE E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A TEST S IS STRESS THATS WHY MY HEADS IN A MESS S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE DEPRESSED ON TO VERSE 2 AND IL TELL YOU THE SCORE ON MY TV SET ALL I HEAR DOOM AND GLOOM EMPTY BOTTLES PILED HIGH AROUND THIS ROOM STRESS WASHING AWAY EVERY DROP I CONSUME IM NOT PISSED YET BUT I WILL BE VERY SOON EMINEM STICK ME ON FUCKING MTV CAUSE I TELL YOU HOW IT IS IN THIS WORLD I SEE SAME **** SAME PLACES SAME OLD FACES I SEE SAME MORNING ROUTINE CIGARETTE A CUP OF TEA LIKE A CLOCK ANNOYING, TICK TOCK TICK SPINNING MERRY GO ROUND AND IT MAKES ME FUCKING SICK BUT NO MORE SHUT MY FEELINGS NO MORE RUN AND HIDE IM ON THIS ROLLER COASTER AND ITS MY FUCKING RIDE SO HOP ON YE IF YOU WANNA PARTY WITH ME YOU WONT LAST A DAY BEING JAMIE ANDREW KEY CAUSE MY LYRICS SPIT SICK AND MY THOUGHTS CRIMINAL CHECK OUT THE CHORUS WHERE THE **** GETS SUBLIMINAL D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME R IS FOR RHYME MY WORDS AND THEIR MINE E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A FUCKING TEST S IS STRESSED THATS WHY MY HEADS A MESS S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE DEPRESSED ON TO VERSE 3 WHERE THIS **** GETS HARDCORE SO I MADE A CHANGE GRABBED A PEN AND A PAD WROTE DOWN WHAT I THOUGHT WHEN EVERYONE THINKS YOUR MAD ME THE CRAZY GUY WHAT IF IM THE SANE ONE WHAT IF MY DADS GOD YE AND IM HIS SON THATS HOW CRAZY PEOPLE THINK DO I THINK LIKE THAT NO DO I LOOK FUCKING CRAZY SHOULD I BE IN A FREAK SHOW THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME ITS YOU THATS THE PROBLEM SO GO GET YOURSELF A DOCTOR AND IL ASK HIM TO SOLVE THEM CAUSE I GET PAID TO WRITE SO I AINT GOT THE FUCKING TIME I JUST POKE A STICK AT YOU IN THE SENTANCES I RHYME IL LOCK YOU UP AND IL SHUT YOU DOWN IM THAT FUCKING JUDGE NOW I GOT THE GAVEL WIG N GOWN AND I SENTANCE YOU TO SHUT UP, LISTEN WHAT I SAY IM A RUN AWAY FREIGHT TRAIN SO GET OUT OF THE WAY STAND BACK IN AWE AT EVERYTHING I SAID CAUSE I CAN DO THIS RAP **** STANDING ON MY HEAD ! D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME R IS FOR RHYME AND THESE WORDS THEY BE MINE E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A FUCKING TEST S IS STRESS THATS WHY MY HEADS IN A MESS S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE DEPRESSED YE YOU KNOW THIS SHITS HARDCORE DEPRESSED YE KNOW THIS **** IS HARDCORE |