Calling Home - "The Fear That You're Not Real" |
Think back, think back to before you were influenced. Before you were corrupted. Corrupted by your parents, influenced by religion. Taught how you should act, feel, and think; back to when you were a human in your purest form. You had an identity, it was your own. You weren't a 9 digit number, you weren't a walking billboard of products that defined who you are. You weren't depressed, tired, lonely, worried, or scared. There was nothing but honesty in your mind and adventure in your heart. The world was full of endless possibilities. Find a way to get back to this place. This is a love song, it's for you... Please hold on tightly, something that you love has fallen down my dear. When you don't play nicely my heart, it shatters from the fear that you're not real. And I don't mind if we both lay alone in bed and sleep on until noon, girl I adore you. And I'll try my very best to leave my ugly side all out of this, **** I did it again. I shouldn't have mentioned it. And if love is real then life's the test... don't fail. Boy you'll be lonely. I was bent out of shape like a mold that was wasted. I wasn't happy though I tried to fake it. You knew that I liked you, you weren't still in highschool, I broke all of the rules, your niceness just got to me. Lay with me, lay with me. Let's both just run from this town, we can escape it all now, if you follow the sound, then you'll find the way out. |