Small swing in lonely wind
Speaking softly whispering
Told me I don't look the same as
I once did

When I was depending
The grieving gave me no release
Wish it could start all over but
It never does

Why can't I forget
In the same way as you
Wish to get some rest
Make my head clear again

Trying to figure it out while
I see broken butterflies
Over at the glasshouse where
All windows are gone

My door is open wide
Cold eruption deep inside
Eyes hurts when watching
What once was mine

Why can't I forget
In the same way as you
Wish to get some rest
Make my head clear again

Staring into a mirror
Trying to see what's wrong
Too many voices in my mind
Keeps me awake all night long

I remember
When we used to swim in the mud
In September
You left me and disappeared into the lake

Now and then I still find myself
Being there in my thoughts
But the thing that really haunts me
Is the fact that all I can do is to