There was a long time I said the first thing on my mind Then spent the rest of my time forgetting what it was I said I would get nervous to the point of understanding who I was I used to spend all night Thinking things that never were All along I've let myself down and I've run out of breath Why am I chasing the problem Last thing I need is that Last thing I need is that This distance grows on me and you as we rely on different things I still remember now The bonds we built with both our dreams And 8 years seems just like a day waiting for the chance to say I've missed you all this time I said the first thing on my mind All along I've let myself down And I've run out of breath Why am I chasing the problem The last thing I need is that